Dust

I don't know if you'll forgive me
for being so blind to how you felt.
Don't as me why I couldn't see it.
And that'd take me years to figure out.
And that's not something I know much about.
But there's only one way to find out.
What I know is that I hurt you. Oh.
What I know is that I suck and what I know
Is that I'm sorry.
What I know is that I'm a loser. Yeah.
What I know is I screwed up and then
I never earned your trust.
What I know is that everything I touch
just turns to dust.
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Its sad when you make me guilty for something I didn't even do.
I want to hate you.
I want to get pissed and I want to get disgusted when I see you.
But I can't!
I love you. I really do.
I know you think that I was flirting with Vernon.
I was so incredibly happy with you.
Why would I ruin what we had?
Its illogical.
You left the room when I was in it.
You said mean things about me.
You make me feel guilty when I didn't do anything.
I don't know what you think you saw!
You're still Frankie.
I'm still Denae.
And I know you hate me.
I know you don't have feelings for me anymore.
I understand that completely.
But I will ALWAYS love you.