Daddy

I have to reject you from my life.
I can't risk loving you and having you ignore me.
You left me when I was a baby.
Leaving is what you do!
But I cannot deny the fact that I need a father figure.
I've always wanted to be Daddy's Little Girl.
When J.J. was talking to me on my status on Facebook it make me realize that I should be proud of being a part of our family. And I enjoy feeling inspired by someone in my family.
I wish you loved me as much as you should.
I wish you never left me.
I wish you were my daddy, not just my father.
I need you.
And as much I say that I hate you...
I know I'm lying.
I love you.