I wish I was pretty
I wish I was smarter
I wish I wasn't "emo"
I wish I was happy
I wish I was athletic
I wish I was skinny
I wish I was what he wants
I wish I went to school with him.
I wish he knew that I exist
I wish he at least thought I was worth his time
I wish he thought I was special
I wish he thought I was his type
I wish he was mine
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Ummm
Do you want me to leave you alone?
Is that what you want?
Just tell me what the fuck you want me to do and I will do it.
I want to make you happy.
I want to ease your pain.
But you won't let me.
Please let me help you.
I love you more than anything.
Why are you avoiding me?
I didn't do anything.
You can't tell me what's wrong.
But that doesn't mean that you can't talk to me.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
You go out to the movies with Pearle like normal.
You hang out with everyone like normal.
But you can't bother to talk to me for more than ten minutes?
Thats bullshit.
And I love you.
And I'm worried about you.
So just tell me what you want me to do!
Is that what you want?
Just tell me what the fuck you want me to do and I will do it.
I want to make you happy.
I want to ease your pain.
But you won't let me.
Please let me help you.
I love you more than anything.
Why are you avoiding me?
I didn't do anything.
You can't tell me what's wrong.
But that doesn't mean that you can't talk to me.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
You go out to the movies with Pearle like normal.
You hang out with everyone like normal.
But you can't bother to talk to me for more than ten minutes?
Thats bullshit.
And I love you.
And I'm worried about you.
So just tell me what you want me to do!
Monday, June 7, 2010
What?
I have been so happy.
For the last few days.
Honestly, some of the best days of my life.
Frankie is my everything <3
But then he decides not to talk to me.
Like.... I don't know.
I've been having a hypoglycemic episode all day.
Luke grabbed me by the the waist today.
He asked me how Frankie and I were doing.
He almost kissed me.
I wouldn't have kissed him back or anything.
But I really wish Frankie would text me back so I could TELL him about this.
I feel so guilty for even being around Luke.
But Frankie is everything to me.
I cannot believe that I broke up with him.
He is SO PERFECT.
Plus he has soft lips. ;)
I really wanna be with that boy for the rest of my life.
Even though he does wanna go to University of Michigan.
-gag-
Whatever.
I wish I could be with him now.
Last-last weekend we were cuddling and he just kept randomly kissing my hand.
It was VERY cute.
And I finally kissed him.
I wish I would have taken advantage of the situation and kissed him even more.
Being away from him is awful.
Its like theres a whole piece of me missing.
AHHH!! He just texted me.
How PERFECT was that timing?
I love you with my whole heart, Frankie. <33
For the last few days.
Honestly, some of the best days of my life.
Frankie is my everything <3
But then he decides not to talk to me.
Like.... I don't know.
I've been having a hypoglycemic episode all day.
Luke grabbed me by the the waist today.
He asked me how Frankie and I were doing.
He almost kissed me.
I wouldn't have kissed him back or anything.
But I really wish Frankie would text me back so I could TELL him about this.
I feel so guilty for even being around Luke.
But Frankie is everything to me.
I cannot believe that I broke up with him.
He is SO PERFECT.
Plus he has soft lips. ;)
I really wanna be with that boy for the rest of my life.
Even though he does wanna go to University of Michigan.
-gag-
Whatever.
I wish I could be with him now.
Last-last weekend we were cuddling and he just kept randomly kissing my hand.
It was VERY cute.
And I finally kissed him.
I wish I would have taken advantage of the situation and kissed him even more.
Being away from him is awful.
Its like theres a whole piece of me missing.
AHHH!! He just texted me.
How PERFECT was that timing?
I love you with my whole heart, Frankie. <33
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